Wednesday, December 21, 2011

I just watched " IN TIME "
IN TIME : In the not-too-distant future the aging gene has been swithed off. To avoid overpopulation, time has become the currency and the way people pay for luxuries and necessities. The rich can live forever, while the rest try to negotiate for their immortality. A poor young man who comes into a fortune of time, though too late to help his mother for dying. He ends up on the run from police force known as 'time keepers'.

It is really a good film, a good story.
It reminds me with something, In my religon, which is BUDDHA, believe that time is not money but time is happiness.
Time is money is an old way for looking time, that makes human live in pressure and worry.
Time is happiness is a new way for looking time, that brings human back for the real meaning of life. Aren't we live for happiness?

That is some kind of it..

I don't know what the future is gonna be.
But I do know one thing, if we brings the best out of us, our future's gonna be promising.

ok. that's all for now.
bye : )

Quote of the day :
  • The very things that hold you down are going to lift you up.
Let me start from 20th december 2011
First I want to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDI, am wishing you all the best, hope you will get smarter, hahaha.
I, yap, priss and jacq made a surprise, it was quite good.
This are some pictures that I took on that day






It was a very fun and exciting day..
I will never forget that day.

moving on to 21th december 2011
I met my cousins that came from Palembang, my hometown..
We planned on going to BCS and went home at night..


Haha..
I guess this is it..
Will blog more if I feel like to..
bye : )

Quote of the day :
  • If you can dream it, you can do it.

Monday, November 28, 2011

Don't get my personality and my attitude twisted, because my personality is Me and my attitude depens on YOU!

Saturday, November 19, 2011


Do you know what's hard after making other people happy? It's when they don't realize that you also need someone to do the same.....

Tuesday, November 15, 2011



I Wanna Be With You – Jill Xu


méi lìqi zǒngshì lǎnyāngyāng di
lài zhe nǐ huáilǐ wánpí xīxì
shì gāi zuò xiē shì xīnli yòu tiánmì di
bù xiǎngyào bù xiǎngyào zhāngkāi yǎnjing


wǒ hé nǐ pínlǜ rúcǐ jiējìn
méi yālì zìzai zuò wǒ zìjǐ
dì yí cì gǎnshòu zhèzhǒng ài de juéxī
zhǐ xiǎngyào zhǐ xiǎngyào hé nǐ yìqǐ
 
i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo xìngfú
xiǎngyào hé nǐ jiànzào yī ge ài de xiǎowū
i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo mǎnzú
xiǎngshòu zuì tiánměi de shūfu yǒu yī ge hēhù wǒ bú zài gūdú


wǒ hé nǐ pínlǜ rúcǐ jiējìn
méi yālì zìzai zuò wǒ zìjǐ
dì yí cì gǎnshòu zhèzhǒng ài de juéxī
zhǐ xiǎngyào zhǐ xiǎngyào hé nǐ yìqǐ


i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo xìngfú
xiǎngyào hé nǐ jiànzào yī ge ài de xiǎowū
i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo mǎnzú
xiǎngshòu zuì tiánměi de shūfu yǒu yī ge hēhù wǒ bú zài gūdú


i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo xìngfú
xiǎngyào hé nǐ jiànzào yī ge ài de xiǎowū
i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo mǎnzú
xiǎngshòu zuì tiánměi de shūfu yǒu yī ge hēhù wǒ bú zài gūdú

wǒ hé nǐ pínlǜ rúcǐ jiējìn
méi yālì zìzai zuò wǒ zìjǐ
dì yí cì gǎnshòu zhèzhǒng ài de juéxī
zhǐ xiǎngyào zhǐ xiǎngyào hé nǐ yìqǐ

dì yí cì gǎnshòu zhèzhǒng ài de juéxīn
zhǐ xiǎngyào zhǐ xiǎngyào hé nǐ yìqǐ
Oh yeah
I wanna be with you



I just looked at my songs folders, looking for an old songs, and I found this mandarin song I used to hear all day..
As for today, I don't feel really good..
I just want that one thing I used to wished for..
Is that a hard thing to ask for?
I dunno why, it seems that I'm going to lose someone special. I just can't stop thinking, and this hurts a lot..
It's like the things which are important to me, is just a trash to you..
I'm really hoping in the future, I can do all of the things which I wanted to do for so long..
And of course with my hardwork too..
okay, that's all for today.
bye : )


Quote of the day :
  •  Bestfriend are those who care without hesitation, who remember without limitation, and who love even without communication.



Friday, November 11, 2011

How to describe this feeling?
hemm.. I think I can say that it's like " you can't breath no more "...
What's wrong with this? why must I feel this..
Do I deserve to feel this pain? must this feeling torture me?
hahhh... speechless right now, can't decribe it using words...
What are words if you really don't mean them?
ehmm...

I always wanted to help my friends if they are in trouble, but sometimes I'm the one who needs them..
Nobody's going to love me better, nobody's going to take me higher, nobody ever made me feel this way..
Can you appreciate me for who I am?...
Can you promise that you'll be there whenever I need you? cause I will..
I know you and you know me, and that's all that counts...

bye : )



Quote of the day :

  • You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.

 



Thursday, November 10, 2011

It's been a while since I last posted something here..
Been busy this week, full of tests and barely can't get enough time to rest...
Today we laughed a lot because of ricardo, he drew this so called pervert drawing, but it turns out to be something that's not pervert at all..
I have some pictures that I wanna share it with you guys..

I took this picture on sunday, while I had a walked cause got nothing to do..
I'm glad that nature at least can still show it's beauty although the earth had what we so called " Global Warming "

And I just drew this...
I copied the picture but the quotes I wrote it myself...

This few days, almost everyday I sang a song, don't know what happened to me, feels like singing all the time...
Last night, I watched this movie, it's all about the dedication of a soldier to his king and he got this title " invulnerable soldier ", but one day his friend that he called brother, betray him just because he got jealous of him, when this " invulnerable soldier " went for a war, his brother pleased him to bring him to the war, and at the end they lost because his brother told their tactics to the opponent, and he died in the war living his brother alone who lived...

I just hope that there's no more the word " betray " in a relationship or friendship...
okay I'm leaving now..
bye : )

Quote of the day :
  • Here together, friends forever. Some things were just meant to be, and that's what you and me.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Tests, tests, and tests...
everyday is full of tests..
too much to handle..
it's just too much..

I'm so addicted to ice cream lately, wanna try all kinds of ice cream in the world...
December is coming soon and of course exam too...
must focus to it, and get a higher grade..
and don't know why, I feel like saying this word out loud " I love my bestfriend very much "
I also hope that everything will be going according to my plans...
need to go now..
bye : )

Quote of the day :
  • Have faith until your hopes and your wishes come true. You must try to be brave.

Monday, October 31, 2011

Today is a fun day I guess...
bought new comics..
had a nice chat..
eat a lot...
and I think I will failed my mtk test *again*..
so tired lately..
need a long rest I mean just a week without anu tests..

okay, that's all I think.
bye : )

Quote of the day :
  • You can get it if you really want, but you must try, try, and try. You'll succeed at last.

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Today I'm also not in a good mood...
How strange it is...
Today I woke up at 10..
took my breakfast, took a bath, laying on my bed for about an hours...
nothing to do anymore..
and nothing to tell because nothing special had happened...

I want to tell you that you're my one last hope, and it's up to you...

okay then,
bye : )

Quote of the day :
  • We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.

Friday, October 28, 2011

So, today is a World Children's Day..
Our school was having a programs for it..
first was a parade, followed by the games like basketball, table tennis, futsal and badminton tournament..
I was joining badminton tournament, but I lose just because  I had a stagefright...
anyway, after that badminton tournament won by one of my friend name agus..
and table tennis tournament won by one of my friends too, werianto..

After the event had finished, I went home and having a nap for a while..
and it accidentally came..
the "down" feelings..
so, like usual, I end up writing those feelings into a piece of papers...
I have been thinking to write those feelings here cause I will just waste papers again if I write it down on it..
But my conscience say that I must share it with somebody, how can I do that when I, myself always think negative about it...
I'm full with delusions right now..
Everytime I think about it, it hurts a lot..
Sometimes I feel like I really don't belong here, like I'm supposed to be some place else...
Doesn't matter where, doesn't matter when, i will be there for you 'til the very end..
And things never happen the same way twice, that's why I'm trying my best right now..
Today I just sense that there's something in the wind that feels like tragedy's at hand..

Wanna know a secret? promise not to tell? we are standing by a wishing well.


There is far too much to take in here, more to find that can ever be found..
And the most important thing is, even if we're apart, I'll always be with you..
I never stopped to reason. I should have known there'd be a price to pay, someday..
I will not lose my hope when im forlorn, I will keep my eyes upon the skies...
from my experienced, i can say that laughter is timeless, imagination has no age, and dreams are forever...
what I know that somewhere over the world there's always a person who shares the same feelings..


I want to share this with you guys " When you believe in a thing, believe in it all the way, implicitly and unquestionable "

I guess, right now,  I will close today's post...
bye : )

Quote of the day :
  •  Friendship will last a lifetime, when we understand each other, without selfishness involved.

Monday, October 24, 2011

I had been wondering what is the true meaning of bestfriend for the others..
So, I decided to gathered what is the definition of bestfriend for them..
and these are the results....

DEFINITIONS OF BESTFRIEND(S) :

Bestfriend is a GOLD, although it's a simple word, yet describe everything. - ID

To me, a bestfriend is someonewho always comes first in your mind whenever you have something to say to, something to do with. You be who you are adn is not afraid to show the ugliest side of you to him/her. He/she is omeone you're not afraid of telling the most disgusting to. You share everything with a bestfriend. In my image bestfriends rarely fight and the're always together. Like miley and lily. - YN

When you say best, means someone that is the greatest, most wonderful. Friend? means someone who'll accompany you through highs and lows. Bestfriend? means some best accompanion of yours. Simple. the point is bestfriends understand each other, always available when the other needs him/her. A bestfriend should never be a bloodsucker. A bestfriend should teach him/her how to fish so that whenever he/she is hungry, he/she can fish. A bestfriend shouldn't give him/her fish instead of teaching how to fish because he/she won't be independent and will be a parasite. A bestfriend should never put him/her in a difficult spot. A bestfriend shouldn't pull down/force someone mentally. - IV

A true friend to me is someone who will always be there for you, never feel ashamed of what you are, willing to sacrifice for you, share everything to you; most importantly trust,cherish and appreciate you. - NI

To me, bestfriend is the person you can trust, the person whom you can tell them your secrets. The person who never let other people know your secret. Bestfriend is the person who don't leave you alone when you're having a hard time. - YL

Mine, love one, my girlfriend, my baby. The place where I can share my problems with, criminal partner, full of mysteries, place to sleep, chocolate. - AI

For me, bestfriend is a friend who will always help me when i'm having a problems. A Friend who can make me happy when i'm sad. A friend who can accompany me when i'm alone. - AN

Bestfriend is your friend who is the best. - OT

Loving, sharing, cherishing each other for every moment that we have. - PA

Bestfriend is a person whom you can trust, someone you can tell your problems to and a shoulder you can cry on. - IR

Bestfriend? someone who will always be there for us whenever we need them. - EN

Bestfriend is someone that will stay with you whenever you're happy/sad, rich/poor, faced hardship/happiness, and most importantly understand and able to accept what kind of person you are, whether it's bad or good. - NE

Bestfriend is someone you can count on. He/she understands you well although not as well as your family. He/she is there when you are in happy or sad conditions. He/she won't leave you when you are in the worst time and will be there for you. He/she is willing to share what he/she has with you. - MI

The person who knows us the best. They're our place to pour out all of our problems. They know us as if they're our parents that even parents don't know us that well and know us till the roof. They understand us more than anyone else. A true bestfriend is the person we trust the most, they will never let us do the wrong things. They'll tell us the truth, protect us from getting hurt esp. famillies and love problems. Ther're where we can lean on and do the same thing to them. That's what bestfriend for me. If you ask me to choose between bestfriend, true bestfriend, and love one, i will definitely choose true bestfriend. - AH

For me, bestfriend is who can accompany you when you are having a hard time, share your secrets with, help you when you are having a hard time, and give you all the best. Sometimes people say that there is a bestfriend whom you can trust the most. Bestfriend is not easy to find and only few who acknowledge you as their bestfriend. Eventhough he/she can't always accompanying me, I know that he/she is beside me to cheer me up. A bestfriend can tell you what is good and what is isn't. A bestfriend know you more than your family. - YS

Bestfriend is like the person whom you can come to at anytime without refusing you, can listen anything without judging for who you are, your past, your faults, even the problems of your family. He/she whom laughs with you, and help you when your world is in the dark. Bestfriend can be anybody, but, not sure yet if you are your bestfriend's bestfriend. - NO

For me bestfriend is who understand for whom we are, crazying together, helping each other, understanding each other. - LE

Bestfriend is a person who is really kind who is brave enough to help a friend when his/her hard and  joyfull moment, ho knows us well, who is patience enough when we need his/her help, understanding, and the most important is that bestfriend is like a brother/sister or our siblings. - OD

Bestfriend is who can understand their bestfriend condition, share his/her joyfull and sad moment, and support each other. - NA

Always there when we need him/her. - AR

Sometimes bestfriend can only be felt, hurt us, but they also can heal us. Bestfriend will accept you for what you are. He/she will always loyal to you in the hardest situation, accompanying you when you are down, but sometimes we fight, but that's what bestfriend is. Bestfriend is real. - OM


As for me, Bestfriend is whom I trust the most, willing to sacrifice everything just to make him/her happy, whom I want to protect the most, whom I want to share my secrets with and everything that I know. Bestfriend is the first person to know all about me, open to every kind of things even the ugliest part of you. Having a bestfriend can help you survive from the worst things in your life. A bestfriend is one who can put all of their problems aside just to help you with yours. A bestfriend is someone you can love like our own brother/sister and whom you can tease with no offence. A bestfriend is someone who will lay down with and listen to all of your problems. Even if it must sacrifice my life and losing my dreams  that i had worked on for so hard can make him/her smile, I will die with a smile to give, that's what I will do. I wont let him/her face their problems alone. I still have a lot to share when it comes to BESTFRIEND, but that's enough I think.

Well then, I shall close today's post with a quote as usual.
okay. bye : )

Quote of the day :
  • Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow.

Monday, October 17, 2011








Those drawings is made by my friend PRISCILLIA..
if you want to know her do visit her at popcil.blogspot.com

Had been very busy these days..
full of tests, so rarely can blog..
These few days, i've been trying to change myself as what my bestfriend said...
Having a joyful day lately, eventhough I did force it to..
All i want to say is that I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE HIM AS MY BESTFRIEND..
He do helped me a lot, wow, a big thnx for you :*
and I hope that I will not face anymore the "down" feeling..
I just hope that my friendship with my bestfriend which is andi will be just fine..
okay, that's all for today..
bye : )

Quote of the day :
  • Never trust someone who lies to you and never lie to someone who puts all their trust into you.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

I'm getting use of it...
not sure how it's gonna looks like...
If i'm down again, i will try to sketch something in my sketch book, cause I now that when the time comes, no one will care, so i will put my feelings by sketching..



I'm really becoming so lazy this time..
having no mood to study..
I wish that there is someone out there who can really help me..
help me free from this cage..
the cage where freedom is taken by..
the path I past through, is big and full of trees, but i miss walking in the small path, the path where we can walk together, full of joy and where we can share our pain...
talking about pain, you will never know how many times my heart survive from all the catastrophe you had made...
okay.. i think i will end it until here then..
enjoy your life, fill it with happiness..
bye : )

Quote of the day :
  • What it meant to me, will eventually be a memory of a time.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Feels like blogging..
cause right now there's no one i can talk with, even if there is one, i can't really say everything out..
feeling so down lately..
the cause is still unknown, i'm just alone right now..
feels like crying too right now? not sure..
to this blog is where i can say all of what i feel right now..
so i'm gonna blog about what i feel today..

I feel like i'm all alone, don't know why, maybe you think that i'm weak, maybe you are correct, cause each time i get older, i feel like i need to be a serious man, forget the childhood moment, and move on..
but right now, it just isn't right, something's missing, something is just not right...
feeling unwant? hemmm.
can't really say how i feel, it's just that my heart is so fragile right now, if i think about this sad things, it just make me feeling worst...
AM I A SELFISH PERSON? AM I AN IDIOT PERSON? AM I?
the feeling to be unwanted is keep turning around my head..
i'm asking you guys.. is there anybody out there that can get rid of this feelings, and make me just like the same me when im in 3rd junior high school? if there is, please help me, i really need your help so badly right now..
maybe i should end this right now..
don't want you guys who read this feeling down too..
okay, until here then..
bye : )

Quote of the day :
  • Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laughs, i'm falling apart. Look at me closely, and you will see that i'm just isn't me.

Monday, October 10, 2011

AT LAST!!
I can blogg now..
having a Team Building Camp on OCT 7-8..
Feeling exhausted and tired..

It's quite nice though, i spent much on walking around the area, listening to musics, and i'm feeling really down that time, don't know why...

Drink vodka with andi..
while others are sleeping, I spent the time alone by walking and looking at them..

pictures will be uploaded next time..

Quote of the day :
For me you are the best, but for you i might not be the best, but that's okay, as long as i can still make you the best for me my dear bestfriend.

okay tha's all for today.
bye : )

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Disaat kau pergi dengan yang lain....
     Aku akan menjauh
dan jangan pernah berpikir
   aku akan membencimu....
    karena sesungguh nya
        ku tahu
kebahagian mu
     bukan ada padaku.....

dan biarkanlah rasa ini
   tetap untuk ku....
dan bila di saat kamu
di asingkan dan dijauhi semua orang...
cari lah aku, aku yang akan selalu ada bagimu....

FRIENDSHIP QUOTE :
  • A best friend is one who can put their problem aside to help you with yours.
  • It's not that I hide my problems from my friends. It's just that i always forget about it when im with my bestfriend.
  • Bestfriend is someone who helps you up when you're down; and if they can't, they lay beside you and listen.
  • Having a million friends isn't miracle. The miracle is to have ONE friend who'll stand by you when millions are against you.

RANDOM SPAM TIME :
priiisw is good at LYING.
priiisw is good at MOCKING.
priiisw is good at HITTING.
and sadly she is REALLY GOOD ;;)

can't post much for a mean time..
bye : )

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Today i woke up at 5 o'clock in the morning, take a bath, eat my breakfast, after that I need to go to school..
When I reached school, around 5 minutes, I met andi after that werianto, and we decided to go to canteen..
Andi and werianto is doing their homework, while I am waiting for jacqueline to arive..
not long after that jacq called me, and I go to the front of expat faculty to fetch her, after that we head back to canteen..
And i began teaching kimia to jacqueline..
After an hour, stev joined us ( jacq, andi, and I ) to study kimia..
at 11 o'clock andi need to go to his calligraphy class, and i also need to go home, so we all decided to end our study..

at last I'm fetched by my mother and we directly go to HONDA SHOWROOM because I need to get my mother's  new STNK..
Finish getting STNK, we go to VIHARA DUTA MAITREYA, they are having a bazaar so my mom and I decided to eat first, I ate ketoprak, and ice cream..




At exactly 1 o'clock, they also are having a seminar, and the guest is KAK SET and a nutritionist..
I dont want to lose this opportunity, so I also decided to join the seminar..
I learned a lot of things after joning hte seminar, and i will share some of it with you guys..

FACTS :
  1. Milk causes osteoporosis.
  2. Animal based foods increased tumor growth.
  3. Milk have a hidden toxins, such as : bacteria, virus, etc.
  4. Transfat can cause cancer, diabetes, obesity, etc.
  5. Salah satu makanan penyebab kanker adalah lemak hewan yang dibakar, contohnya adalah BBQ.
  6. Jika hanya ada satu saja sel kanker yang belum mati di tubuh, dia akan terus berkembang di dalam tubuh.
  7. Menghilangkan pestisida pada sayur"an dan buah'an dapat dilakukan dengan cara merendam sayuran dan buah'an tsbt ke dalam air jeruk nipis ditambah dengan garam.
  8. Hanya manusia dan hewan yang dapat memproduksi kolesterol karena hanya manusia dan hewan yang memiliki hati.
  9. Durian tidak mengandung kolesterol namun durian mengandung alkohol.
  10. Orang' yang bervegetarian memiliki resiko lebih kecil untuk terkena serangan jantung/ penyakit jantung.
  11. Fakta susu adalah bahwa susu sapi sulit dicerna oleh manusia karena susu sapi hanya dapat dicerna oleh anak sapi, hanya asi yang mudah/ dpt dicerna dgn baik oleh anak manusia, dan susu sapi hanya untuk anak sapi dan ASI hanya untuk anak manusia.
  12. Jika perempuan mengalami mens di usia dini, itu dpt menyebabkan terjadinya kanker rahim.
Prevention is better than
CURE

Okay, that's all for today..
bye : )


Friday, September 30, 2011

A minute after I arrived at school, it starts to rain and it's so big like really...
and i decided to walk outside and review my biologi..
The wind is so nice, big yet satisfying..
Then our first subject was biologi, and again I got passing score which is 7 in the 2nd monthly test..
Feels want to cry that time..
We had a speeling contest in english subject, as I predicted Priscillia is in the 1st place, and I in the 4th place..
should not lose again next time..
2 hours before going home we, who join Team Building Camp, need to go to serbaguna to hear some instructions of what to do and what to bring..

here is some pictures of my classmates and our classroom...

 Andi E.P, Edwin L, Werianto, Ricardo U.G, Ciendra D.K, Agus F ( moved to IPS class ), Stevani, Priscillia W, Jacqueline D, Teddy P.D ( adviser ).
This Inspirations is all came from Ciendra D.K..

Okay, that's all for today...
bye : )

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Today is my Mother's BirthDay..
Happy BirthDay MOM :*
Wishing her all the best and hope she will be healthy, always..
bought a bag for her too, from my 2nd sister and I...

And today's stories begin.
well.. as usual i'm the first person among the students in IPA class to arrived in school..
and today we begin our day with fisika subject, hell yeah.. i got a 50 for the second monthly test..
after that is english subject, nothing happened in that subject..
recess time i walk with andi as usual..
our 4th subject for today is agama and we buddhist in IPA class need to move to IPS class because there is a few of us..
5th subject was physics where there's nothing special happened..
6th and 7th subject was kimia, we had an experiment that time, it's about calor reaction.
my team composed of ricardo, werianto, jacqueline and I.. we managed to finish our experiment on time..
and our last 2 subjects was biologi,we are not studying though cause we have our 2nd monthly test for tomorrow, so we all are preparing for it..
and know it's the time to go home,..

after arrived in my home sweet home, i directly go to buy foods for my 2 sisters, mom, and I..
finished eating i took my nap..
and took a bath, i realise that it's already 7:00 and i haven't study my biologi..
so know i end up on blogging here.. hehe.
I think i blog too much already, i need to study for my test tomorrow, wish me luck..
bye : )

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

First time posting in this blog..
still don't know what to do and i'm not sure that i can post something everyday.

Learn how to blog from Jacqueline diana, one of my friends in IPA class.
A big thnx for her, thnx Jacq :*

First let me introduce myself..
my name is edwin leo
born on 21st March 1995
i love readings, listening to musics, White colour things, and many more..
I'm a Buddhist
now i'm currently in a 2nd Senior High School IPA class in Mondial School
and many more..

will be posting more as time goes by..
bye : )

Heart, Your Heart...

Today in our Biology class, we had an experiment on dissecting pig's Heart..
And today i read the new chapter of naruto, one piece, and bleach at mangastream.com

Yesterday is our adviser's birthday, we made a birthday cake using a construction paper..

and i gtg now..
bye : )