Today is a fun day I guess...
bought new comics..
had a nice chat..
eat a lot...
and I think I will failed my mtk test *again*..
so tired lately..
need a long rest I mean just a week without anu tests..

okay, that's all I think.
bye : )

Quote of the day :

• You can get it if you really want, but you must try, try, and try. You'll succeed at last.

Today I'm also not in a good mood...
How strange it is...
Today I woke up at 10..
took my breakfast, took a bath, laying on my bed for about an hours...
nothing to do anymore..
and nothing to tell because nothing special had happened...

I want to tell you that you're my one last hope, and it's up to you...

okay then,
bye : )

Quote of the day :

• We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.

So, today is a World Children's Day..
Our school was having a programs for it..
first was a parade, followed by the games like basketball, table tennis, futsal and badminton tournament..
I was joining badminton tournament, but I lose just because  I had a stagefright...
anyway, after that badminton tournament won by one of my friend name agus..
and table tennis tournament won by one of my friends too, werianto..

After the event had finished, I went home and having a nap for a while..
and it accidentally came..
the "down" feelings..
so, like usual, I end up writing those feelings into a piece of papers...
I have been thinking to write those feelings here cause I will just waste papers again if I write it down on it..
But my conscience say that I must share it with somebody, how can I do that when I, myself always think negative about it...
I'm full with delusions right now..
Everytime I think about it, it hurts a lot..
Sometimes I feel like I really don't belong here, like I'm supposed to be some place else...
Doesn't matter where, doesn't matter when, i will be there for you 'til the very end..
And things never happen the same way twice, that's why I'm trying my best right now..
Today I just sense that there's something in the wind that feels like tragedy's at hand..

Wanna know a secret? promise not to tell? we are standing by a wishing well.

There is far too much to take in here, more to find that can ever be found..

And the most important thing is, even if we're apart, I'll always be with you..

I never stopped to reason. I should have known there'd be a price to pay, someday..

I will not lose my hope when im forlorn, I will keep my eyes upon the skies...

from my experienced, i can say that laughter is timeless, imagination has no age, and dreams are forever...

what I know that somewhere over the world there's always a person who shares the same feelings..

I want to share this with you guys " When you believe in a thing, believe in it all the way, implicitly and unquestionable "

I guess, right now,  I will close today's post...

bye : )

Quote of the day :

•  Friendship will last a lifetime, when we understand each other, without selfishness involved.

I had been wondering what is the true meaning of bestfriend for the others..
So, I decided to gathered what is the definition of bestfriend for them..
and these are the results....

DEFINITIONS OF BESTFRIEND(S) :

Bestfriend is a GOLD, although it's a simple word, yet describe everything. - ID

To me, a bestfriend is someonewho always comes first in your mind whenever you have something to say to, something to do with. You be who you are adn is not afraid to show the ugliest side of you to him/her. He/she is omeone you're not afraid of telling the most disgusting to. You share everything with a bestfriend. In my image bestfriends rarely fight and the're always together. Like miley and lily. - YN

When you say best, means someone that is the greatest, most wonderful. Friend? means someone who'll accompany you through highs and lows. Bestfriend? means some best accompanion of yours. Simple. the point is bestfriends understand each other, always available when the other needs him/her. A bestfriend should never be a bloodsucker. A bestfriend should teach him/her how to fish so that whenever he/she is hungry, he/she can fish. A bestfriend shouldn't give him/her fish instead of teaching how to fish because he/she won't be independent and will be a parasite. A bestfriend should never put him/her in a difficult spot. A bestfriend shouldn't pull down/force someone mentally. - IV

A true friend to me is someone who will always be there for you, never feel ashamed of what you are, willing to sacrifice for you, share everything to you; most importantly trust,cherish and appreciate you. - NI

To me, bestfriend is the person you can trust, the person whom you can tell them your secrets. The person who never let other people know your secret. Bestfriend is the person who don't leave you alone when you're having a hard time. - YL

Mine, love one, my girlfriend, my baby. The place where I can share my problems with, criminal partner, full of mysteries, place to sleep, chocolate. - AI

For me, bestfriend is a friend who will always help me when i'm having a problems. A Friend who can make me happy when i'm sad. A friend who can accompany me when i'm alone. - AN

Bestfriend is your friend who is the best. - OT

Loving, sharing, cherishing each other for every moment that we have. - PA

Bestfriend is a person whom you can trust, someone you can tell your problems to and a shoulder you can cry on. - IR

Bestfriend? someone who will always be there for us whenever we need them. - EN

Bestfriend is someone that will stay with you whenever you're happy/sad, rich/poor, faced hardship/happiness, and most importantly understand and able to accept what kind of person you are, whether it's bad or good. - NE

Bestfriend is someone you can count on. He/she understands you well although not as well as your family. He/she is there when you are in happy or sad conditions. He/she won't leave you when you are in the worst time and will be there for you. He/she is willing to share what he/she has with you. - MI

The person who knows us the best. They're our place to pour out all of our problems. They know us as if they're our parents that even parents don't know us that well and know us till the roof. They understand us more than anyone else. A true bestfriend is the person we trust the most, they will never let us do the wrong things. They'll tell us the truth, protect us from getting hurt esp. famillies and love problems. Ther're where we can lean on and do the same thing to them. That's what bestfriend for me. If you ask me to choose between bestfriend, true bestfriend, and love one, i will definitely choose true bestfriend. - AH

For me, bestfriend is who can accompany you when you are having a hard time, share your secrets with, help you when you are having a hard time, and give you all the best. Sometimes people say that there is a bestfriend whom you can trust the most. Bestfriend is not easy to find and only few who acknowledge you as their bestfriend. Eventhough he/she can't always accompanying me, I know that he/she is beside me to cheer me up. A bestfriend can tell you what is good and what is isn't. A bestfriend know you more than your family. - YS

Bestfriend is like the person whom you can come to at anytime without refusing you, can listen anything without judging for who you are, your past, your faults, even the problems of your family. He/she whom laughs with you, and help you when your world is in the dark. Bestfriend can be anybody, but, not sure yet if you are your bestfriend's bestfriend. - NO

For me bestfriend is who understand for whom we are, crazying together, helping each other, understanding each other. - LE

Bestfriend is a person who is really kind who is brave enough to help a friend when his/her hard and  joyfull moment, ho knows us well, who is patience enough when we need his/her help, understanding, and the most important is that bestfriend is like a brother/sister or our siblings. - OD

Bestfriend is who can understand their bestfriend condition, share his/her joyfull and sad moment, and support each other. - NA

Always there when we need him/her. - AR

Sometimes bestfriend can only be felt, hurt us, but they also can heal us. Bestfriend will accept you for what you are. He/she will always loyal to you in the hardest situation, accompanying you when you are down, but sometimes we fight, but that's what bestfriend is. Bestfriend is real. - OM


As for me, Bestfriend is whom I trust the most, willing to sacrifice everything just to make him/her happy, whom I want to protect the most, whom I want to share my secrets with and everything that I know. Bestfriend is the first person to know all about me, open to every kind of things even the ugliest part of you. Having a bestfriend can help you survive from the worst things in your life. A bestfriend is one who can put all of their problems aside just to help you with yours. A bestfriend is someone you can love like our own brother/sister and whom you can tease with no offence. A bestfriend is someone who will lay down with and listen to all of your problems. Even if it must sacrifice my life and losing my dreams  that i had worked on for so hard can make him/her smile, I will die with a smile to give, that's what I will do. I wont let him/her face their problems alone. I still have a lot to share when it comes to BESTFRIEND, but that's enough I think.

Well then, I shall close today's post with a quote as usual.
okay. bye : )

Quote of the day :

• Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow.

Those drawings is made by my friend PRISCILLIA..
if you want to know her do visit her at popcil.blogspot.com

Had been very busy these days..
full of tests, so rarely can blog..
These few days, i've been trying to change myself as what my bestfriend said...
Having a joyful day lately, eventhough I did force it to..
All i want to say is that I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE HIM AS MY BESTFRIEND..
He do helped me a lot, wow, a big thnx for you :*
and I hope that I will not face anymore the "down" feeling..
I just hope that my friendship with my bestfriend which is andi will be just fine..
okay, that's all for today..
bye : )

Quote of the day :

• Never trust someone who lies to you and never lie to someone who puts all their trust into you.

I'm getting use of it...
not sure how it's gonna looks like...
If i'm down again, i will try to sketch something in my sketch book, cause I now that when the time comes, no one will care, so i will put my feelings by sketching..



I'm really becoming so lazy this time..
having no mood to study..
I wish that there is someone out there who can really help me..
help me free from this cage..
the cage where freedom is taken by..
the path I past through, is big and full of trees, but i miss walking in the small path, the path where we can walk together, full of joy and where we can share our pain...
talking about pain, you will never know how many times my heart survive from all the catastrophe you had made...
okay.. i think i will end it until here then..
enjoy your life, fill it with happiness..
bye : )

Quote of the day :

• What it meant to me, will eventually be a memory of a time.

Feels like blogging..
cause right now there's no one i can talk with, even if there is one, i can't really say everything out..
feeling so down lately..
the cause is still unknown, i'm just alone right now..
feels like crying too right now? not sure..
to this blog is where i can say all of what i feel right now..
so i'm gonna blog about what i feel today..

I feel like i'm all alone, don't know why, maybe you think that i'm weak, maybe you are correct, cause each time i get older, i feel like i need to be a serious man, forget the childhood moment, and move on..
but right now, it just isn't right, something's missing, something is just not right...
feeling unwant? hemmm.
can't really say how i feel, it's just that my heart is so fragile right now, if i think about this sad things, it just make me feeling worst...
AM I A SELFISH PERSON? AM I AN IDIOT PERSON? AM I?
the feeling to be unwanted is keep turning around my head..
i'm asking you guys.. is there anybody out there that can get rid of this feelings, and make me just like the same me when im in 3rd junior high school? if there is, please help me, i really need your help so badly right now..
maybe i should end this right now..
don't want you guys who read this feeling down too..
okay, until here then..
bye : )

Quote of the day :

• Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laughs, i'm falling apart. Look at me closely, and you will see that i'm just isn't me.

AT LAST!!
I can blogg now..
having a Team Building Camp on OCT 7-8..
Feeling exhausted and tired..

It's quite nice though, i spent much on walking around the area, listening to musics, and i'm feeling really down that time, don't know why...

Drink vodka with andi..
while others are sleeping, I spent the time alone by walking and looking at them..

pictures will be uploaded next time..

Quote of the day :
For me you are the best, but for you i might not be the best, but that's okay, as long as i can still make you the best for me my dear bestfriend.

okay tha's all for today.
bye : )

Disaat kau pergi dengan yang lain....
     Aku akan menjauh
dan jangan pernah berpikir
   aku akan membencimu....
    karena sesungguh nya
        ku tahu
kebahagian mu
     bukan ada padaku.....

dan biarkanlah rasa ini
   tetap untuk ku....
dan bila di saat kamu
di asingkan dan dijauhi semua orang...
cari lah aku, aku yang akan selalu ada bagimu....

FRIENDSHIP QUOTE :

• A best friend is one who can put their problem aside to help you with yours.
• It's not that I hide my problems from my friends. It's just that i always forget about it when im with my bestfriend.
• Bestfriend is someone who helps you up when you're down; and if they can't, they lay beside you and listen.
• Having a million friends isn't miracle. The miracle is to have ONE friend who'll stand by you when millions are against you.

RANDOM SPAM TIME :
priiisw is good at LYING.
priiisw is good at MOCKING.
priiisw is good at HITTING.
and sadly she is REALLY GOOD ;;)

can't post much for a mean time..
bye : )

Today i woke up at 5 o'clock in the morning, take a bath, eat my breakfast, after that I need to go to school..
When I reached school, around 5 minutes, I met andi after that werianto, and we decided to go to canteen..
Andi and werianto is doing their homework, while I am waiting for jacqueline to arive..
not long after that jacq called me, and I go to the front of expat faculty to fetch her, after that we head back to canteen..
And i began teaching kimia to jacqueline..
After an hour, stev joined us ( jacq, andi, and I ) to study kimia..
at 11 o'clock andi need to go to his calligraphy class, and i also need to go home, so we all decided to end our study..

at last I'm fetched by my mother and we directly go to HONDA SHOWROOM because I need to get my mother's  new STNK..
Finish getting STNK, we go to VIHARA DUTA MAITREYA, they are having a bazaar so my mom and I decided to eat first, I ate ketoprak, and ice cream..

At exactly 1 o'clock, they also are having a seminar, and the guest is KAK SET and a nutritionist..
I dont want to lose this opportunity, so I also decided to join the seminar..
I learned a lot of things after joning hte seminar, and i will share some of it with you guys..

FACTS :

1. Milk causes osteoporosis.
2. Animal based foods increased tumor growth.
3. Milk have a hidden toxins, such as : bacteria, virus, etc.
4. Transfat can cause cancer, diabetes, obesity, etc.
5. Salah satu makanan penyebab kanker adalah lemak hewan yang dibakar, contohnya adalah BBQ.
6. Jika hanya ada satu saja sel kanker yang belum mati di tubuh, dia akan terus berkembang di dalam tubuh.
7. Menghilangkan pestisida pada sayur"an dan buah'an dapat dilakukan dengan cara merendam sayuran dan buah'an tsbt ke dalam air jeruk nipis ditambah dengan garam.
8. Hanya manusia dan hewan yang dapat memproduksi kolesterol karena hanya manusia dan hewan yang memiliki hati.
9. Durian tidak mengandung kolesterol namun durian mengandung alkohol.
10. Orang' yang bervegetarian memiliki resiko lebih kecil untuk terkena serangan jantung/ penyakit jantung.
11. Fakta susu adalah bahwa susu sapi sulit dicerna oleh manusia karena susu sapi hanya dapat dicerna oleh anak sapi, hanya asi yang mudah/ dpt dicerna dgn baik oleh anak manusia, dan susu sapi hanya untuk anak sapi dan ASI hanya untuk anak manusia.
12. Jika perempuan mengalami mens di usia dini, itu dpt menyebabkan terjadinya kanker rahim.

Prevention is better than

CURE

Okay, that's all for today..

bye : )