Don't get my personality and my attitude twisted, because my personality is Me and my attitude depens on YOU!

Do you know what's hard after making other people happy? It's when they don't realize that you also need someone to do the same.....

I Wanna Be With You – Jill Xu

méi lìqi zǒngshì lǎnyāngyāng di
lài zhe nǐ huáilǐ wánpí xīxì
shì gāi zuò xiē shì xīnli yòu tiánmì di
bù xiǎngyào bù xiǎngyào zhāngkāi yǎnjing

wǒ hé nǐ pínlǜ rúcǐ jiējìn
méi yālì zìzai zuò wǒ zìjǐ
dì yí cì gǎnshòu zhèzhǒng ài de juéxī
zhǐ xiǎngyào zhǐ xiǎngyào hé nǐ yìqǐ

 

i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo xìngfú
xiǎngyào hé nǐ jiànzào yī ge ài de xiǎowū
i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo mǎnzú
xiǎngshòu zuì tiánměi de shūfu yǒu yī ge hēhù wǒ bú zài gūdú

wǒ hé nǐ pínlǜ rúcǐ jiējìn
méi yālì zìzai zuò wǒ zìjǐ
dì yí cì gǎnshòu zhèzhǒng ài de juéxī
zhǐ xiǎngyào zhǐ xiǎngyào hé nǐ yìqǐ

i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo xìngfú
xiǎngyào hé nǐ jiànzào yī ge ài de xiǎowū
i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo mǎnzú
xiǎngshòu zuì tiánměi de shūfu yǒu yī ge hēhù wǒ bú zài gūdú

i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo xìngfú
xiǎngyào hé nǐ jiànzào yī ge ài de xiǎowū
i wanna be with you
ài nǐ hǎo mǎnzú
xiǎngshòu zuì tiánměi de shūfu yǒu yī ge hēhù wǒ bú zài gūdú

wǒ hé nǐ pínlǜ rúcǐ jiējìn
méi yālì zìzai zuò wǒ zìjǐ
dì yí cì gǎnshòu zhèzhǒng ài de juéxī
zhǐ xiǎngyào zhǐ xiǎngyào hé nǐ yìqǐ

dì yí cì gǎnshòu zhèzhǒng ài de juéxīn
zhǐ xiǎngyào zhǐ xiǎngyào hé nǐ yìqǐ
Oh yeah
I wanna be with you

I just looked at my songs folders, looking for an old songs, and I found this mandarin song I used to hear all day..

As for today, I don't feel really good..

I just want that one thing I used to wished for..

Is that a hard thing to ask for?

I dunno why, it seems that I'm going to lose someone special. I just can't stop thinking, and this hurts a lot..

It's like the things which are important to me, is just a trash to you..

I'm really hoping in the future, I can do all of the things which I wanted to do for so long..

And of course with my hardwork too..

okay, that's all for today.

bye : )

Quote of the day :

•  Bestfriend are those who care without hesitation, who remember without limitation, and who love even without communication.

How to describe this feeling?
hemm.. I think I can say that it's like " you can't breath no more "...
What's wrong with this? why must I feel this..
Do I deserve to feel this pain? must this feeling torture me?
hahhh... speechless right now, can't decribe it using words...
What are words if you really don't mean them?
ehmm...

I always wanted to help my friends if they are in trouble, but sometimes I'm the one who needs them..
Nobody's going to love me better, nobody's going to take me higher, nobody ever made me feel this way..
Can you appreciate me for who I am?...
Can you promise that you'll be there whenever I need you? cause I will..
I know you and you know me, and that's all that counts...
bye : )

Quote of the day :

• You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.

 

It's been a while since I last posted something here..
Been busy this week, full of tests and barely can't get enough time to rest...
Today we laughed a lot because of ricardo, he drew this so called pervert drawing, but it turns out to be something that's not pervert at all..
I have some pictures that I wanna share it with you guys..

I took this picture on sunday, while I had a walked cause got nothing to do..
I'm glad that nature at least can still show it's beauty although the earth had what we so called " Global Warming "

And I just drew this...

I copied the picture but the quotes I wrote it myself...

This few days, almost everyday I sang a song, don't know what happened to me, feels like singing all the time...
Last night, I watched this movie, it's all about the dedication of a soldier to his king and he got this title " invulnerable soldier ", but one day his friend that he called brother, betray him just because he got jealous of him, when this " invulnerable soldier " went for a war, his brother pleased him to bring him to the war, and at the end they lost because his brother told their tactics to the opponent, and he died in the war living his brother alone who lived...

I just hope that there's no more the word " betray " in a relationship or friendship...
okay I'm leaving now..
bye : )

Quote of the day :

• Here together, friends forever. Some things were just meant to be, and that's what you and me.

Tests, tests, and tests...
everyday is full of tests..
too much to handle..
it's just too much..

I'm so addicted to ice cream lately, wanna try all kinds of ice cream in the world...
December is coming soon and of course exam too...
must focus to it, and get a higher grade..
and don't know why, I feel like saying this word out loud " I love my bestfriend very much "
I also hope that everything will be going according to my plans...
need to go now..
bye : )

Quote of the day :

• Have faith until your hopes and your wishes come true. You must try to be brave.